My first sight in Love ЁЯТП

 It was Sunday today. I was doing some yogas on the terris, when I took a little break, I saw in other side of terris, A girl who was holding her boobs on her hands & showing someone on video calls. I felt she was near to take bath but i heard some whispered sound suddenly my eyes got there, the seen was too sexual. She was kissing her breast showing on video call. I escaped myself to her. 

It was quater past 8:00 Am of the day of Sunday.i feel relaxed and horny as well. I wanted to see again and again. It was also a fear didn't come anyone. I was thinking that moment. Should I went inside of her house & kept her calm or watch from terris, she was taking bath in half built roof and half was unbuilt and from that unbuilt roof side I was and second thing her roof was less than 0.5 meter than my roof & distance from 3 to 4 meter to her 

When myfirstsight gone there I saw, her tits were too black and rounding of tits were also dark black. I was 22 year old & she was near about 30 year old. I started trembling automatically, I wanted to control but it had not occured. My heart ❤ beats were getting fast, my legs were not in my control. I slept down on the roof and started thinking in silence. First of all what will i say if I go inside her house , from where I will start to do with her or directly I will go & start kissing her. The time was turning towards 9:00 am & still I was thinking in excusing to not do this things. I told strongly to myself, don't think these stupid things , start doing exercise. I started walking on terris slowly slowly rubbing my hand together but my heart was not in my control. I took another sight to her. I was seen, her full naked body parts & her horny eyes was looking at me. There was no fear in that. I felt ashamed & ignored her.
After few minutes, she came to spread their cloths in sunlight . I was escaping my eyes to her but she was looking at me with ignorance. 
I wanted to catch her but I unable understand what she said. 
She went inside of house I was mumbling little u are waste person of world.. 
U will never find your sex relaxation... Start masterbating all the day... 
It was my first sight in the bathroom.. 

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